I am so bleh right now. I feel like nothing is going the way I have always planned that it would. The job is ok, but nothing special; business is good, but I am not going to be in the million dollar club anytime soon. Shipping and suchlike is so fucked up right now that I don't even want to try recruiting because they aren't even shipping fucking kits to n00bs right now, so it's not going to get any better for a while. I am so tired of living paycheck to paycheck and knowing that I can't take time off because I can't afford to lose the money, because I can't pay the rent. Life just seems boring and a lot of the same right now. I need to do something different, but rent checks don't grow on trees. I want to own something, to do something, to BE something. I am never going to be able to own a house in Cali, because the honey and I would have to have a combined income of something like 250K to afford the mortgage on our tiny house. Hell, we can't even afford a freeking marriage license if we wanted to get married at the courthouse. Heh.
god, I sound like such a fucking whiny bitch. Life is what you make of it...and I hate people who whine all the time. Now that that is off my chest, I will shut up and go back to my regularly scheduled WORK I guess.
